Showing posts with label general. Show all posts
Showing posts with label general. Show all posts

Saturday, 16 January 2016

Happy New Year!


Last year ended well and this year started well - in Canada! My boyfriend came with me for the first time to meet my family and see my home, and it was wonderful! We had just enough snow to do a bunch of winter activities - cross country skiing, snow fights, skating, tobogganing, snow angels...and fat tire biking!!! That was a new one for me, and it was awesome - partly because we went biking in the Rocky Mountains... The trip as a whole was fairly wonderful, it was so nice being home with the family, and it was just a really pleasant and relaxing trip. 


I'm looking forward to 2016. I wouldn't say 2015 was particularly bad, but it certainly wasn't the best year I've ever had, and 2016 is guaranteed to include some interesting adventures. For one thing, my current work contract expires at the end of June, so I'll for sure be starting something new - whether here in the UK or somewhere else, I have no idea, but new starts are always exciting/terrifying, so I'm looking forward to that! For another, I've given myself a general life direction this year, which is a good feeling. I struggled a lot with feeling motivated and satisfied in 2015, but I've recently realised that not only do I need to start moving in a different direction, I also need to stop worrying so much about feeling motivated and start being more disciplined. I don't like the idea of New Year's Resolutions (I inevitably fail around January 5), but I've decided to make a conscientious effort to become more disciplined in 2016. So far it's going fairly well, and I'm hoping that it gets easier as the year goes on!

So here's to 2016 and new adventures!






Friday, 20 February 2015

Hello again!

It's been too long - I know! Every time I thought I'd post something it felt like there was just too much to say, but for some reason at this moment I feel it is acceptable to post only the briefest of summaries, so I shall take advantage of that feeling and post something quickly!

For those who don't know, shortly after my last post I was offered a post doc here in the UK, so I'm now working in Plymouth, and it's lovely!! Still by the sea, still at a university, still working with soil, and all is well with the world. I am happy :)

It's been a fantastic year - found a great flat here in Plymouth (I can see the sea from my kitchen window!), some really great trips to Vienna, Iceland and Cornwall, I did my first bit of proper lecturing (which was both terrifying and a lot of fun - until the assignments came in for marking, that is), and, of course, there's been a fair bit of baking. 

I've decided to give the sourdough starter another try, so I'll keep you posted on any by-products of that endeavor, but I'm also going to try and perfect macarons this year. A friend and I had a good go of it for Thanksgiving - I think we did alright!! The first couple batches were complete and utter disasters, but then these came along and we knew we'd done it. We must have looked crazy, staring into the oven for the entire bake, waiting for nice little macaron feet to appear...but appear they did! Once I've figured out exactly the recipe I like (I think the method itself is absolutely key here, as timings and the order of additions really seemed to make a difference to the outcome between batches) I'll post it, but for now, look at this happiness!!

Just so you can see the disasterous apple macarons...
The winners! Hazelnut macarons with maple buttercream filling!

The other great baking/cooking craze to sweep my kitchen is this - my very own, very excellent, waffle maker!! My rather super boyfriend (groan, I know, but please forgive the gushiness just this once) bought it for me for Christmas this year after hearing ONCE (in passing, I might add!) that I wanted a heart-shaped waffle iron, a) because I love waffles (who doesn't?!), and b) because all the women in my family own heart-shaped waffle irons (it's a Scandinavian thing), so it reminds me of a lot of great family times while I was growing up (See why I feel the gushiness is waranted in this instance?). I used the waffle iron over the weekend when I had some friends visiting (with my gorgeous goddaughter! Another exciting event from the past year!), and the cast iron seasoning is finally starting to kick in - no sticking at all this time! A great success indeed!

Sour cream waffles - note my Hudson Bay cookie tin! Go Canada!! :)

Whenever I've asked my either of my grandmothers for waffle recipes, the reply is along the lines of 'if I have X in the fridge I'll take some of that, but if not I'll use Y and Z', and 'you want a bit of X and some of Y, but I never measure...I'm not really sure how much I add. However much you want is fine'. I wish I had their skills - I need a recipe in front of me to follow... so for those of you who are like me, here's the closest thing to my grandmother's waffle 'recipe' I can give you. They're lovely and light, good warm or cold (served with jam if you're properly Norwegian), and taste best when heart-shaped (obviously). Enjoy!

Sour Cream Waffles
1 c. full fat milk
1 c. sour cream
2 eggs
3 tbsp unsalted butter, melted
1 tsp vanilla
2 tsp baking powder
1 1/2 c. plain flour
1/2 tsp cinammon (or 1/4 tsp cardamom) - optional

Combine wet ingredients together in a medium bowl. Stir together dry ingredients in a large bowl and make a well in the centre. Add the wet ingredients and mix until well combined - there will be some lumps, but it doesn't matter - they'll disappear during cooking.

I won't put instructions for the actual waffle making...I'm assuming your iron is different to mine (as mine is a cast iron stove-top one) so I won't pretend to guess on cooking times! 

Friday, 28 February 2014

On Being Unemployed


An elephant that appeared next to our van!

The past six months have been absolutely jam packed with craziness - I went to South Africa in September to do chemistry and science workshops with school kids in Durban and Mafeking, and then I returned to Swansea and (finally) finished my thesis! I defended it at the end of November, submitted the final version in December and came back to Canada just in time for Christmas (literally - I arrived at 1:00 AM on Christmas Eve!). I also fit in Canadian/International Thanksgiving (4 years running now!), a trip up to Scotland to see some friends, and a trip to the Yorkshire Dales before coming home again. Since coming home I've been in full on 'family catch up' mode, with trips to Victoria, Saskatoon, Red Deer and Connecticut all crammed into a few weeks so that I could see everyone I've missed so much while I've been living in Wales. 

So while the last few months have been absolutely manic, they've also been amazing and lovely and satisfying, and I'm grateful for (almost) every moment.

I came home at Christmas to stay with my parents while looking for work, and if I'm completely honest, this was not a position I ever wanted to be in. Don't get me wrong - I love my parents, very much, but I stopped coming home for more than a 2 to 3 week visit after my second year of university, and I never really planned on having that change. I like my independence too much. But now I've been here for two months, the travelling family commitments have finished, and I'm left sitting at my desk and realising just how very unemployed I am.  

I thought I would enjoy this freedom - after...13 years of being a university student, surely I would enjoy this commitment-free time? No deadlines, no constant guilty feelings over work I could (should) be doing, no meetings...I expected it to be like a little holiday, catching up with friends and family and while I looked for jobs and maybe made got a job at Starbucks or something, to keep me financially afloat in the interim.

False. The thing is, most people are employed, which means they don't have the day to catch up and have coffee all the time. Obviously. And it's not easy to get a job at Starbucks if you're going to be travelling constantly - it makes the quickie job a wee bit pointless. And the job hunt, which I (very) naively thought would maybe take a month or two, has become probably one of the most discouraging, depressing times of my life.

Mini canyon near Rorke's Drift

I am generally a happy person; I don't get stressed, and I try to be cheerful and think positively about life. I've also been extremely lucky in that I haven't really had any major life setbacks or hardships to fight through to get me down. I have a great family, great friends, a fantastic boyfriend... I've worked hard to get to where I am, but I'm finding that it's just not enough - employers want experience as well as education, and I just don't have that. And the overwhelming guilt of research and homework has now been replaced by the desperation to find a job - any job - just so I don't end up with a massive gap on my CV. I cried when I got my first rejection letter, and even as it happened I realised how ridiculous I was being. Who gets a job in a week?! A month? There's bound to be rejection, and lots of it, and I was being ridiculous to think otherwise. 

Isle of Arran, Scotland

The worst part is feeling like a failure. Now I've failed things before - many times, actually - and I'm a firm believer that failure is necessary and makes us stronger. But this time it's just getting to me. I feel like everyone who knows me must be thinking that there's something wrong with me to not have found a job yet, and it drives me insane, even though everyone has been beyond understanding and encouraging about it all. I feel like I'm freeloading, leeching off my parents by still being here and not working. I want so much to find something, to prove that I can do something worthwhile, that all this effort and schooling wasn't pointless! But really I just feel lost, adrift in this massive world of opportunity without any sense of purpose, and no end in sight.
Limestone Pavements, Malham, Yorkshire
So this week I've changed things up in an effort to get out of this wallowing pity party I've been throwing myself. I started the week with a smoothie cleanse, recommended to me by a friend, and I lost 6 lbs! I signed up at the YMCA for the trial sessions and I've been running, just so I can make sure I'm being active in some way, every day. And I've decided to schedule my job searching - give myself time frames and mini-goals to make it all seem more achievable and less daunting and discouraging. This way, I am still looking for jobs, but I've also scheduled time to work on some papers, and on a distance course for proofreading and copy editing, which will hopefully keep my brain active. And I'm praying. Lots and lots, if I'm honest, that the right job comes along and that I don't miss it, and for patience, because I have never been the most patient of people when it comes to future plans, and I hate feeling like my future is just a giant question mark.
Brimham Rocks, Yorkshire

I'm not sure how that's going to work out yet, but I will say that so far I'm feeling happier than I have been since getting home, so hopefully that will continue, and hopefully a job will come up soon!

X

PS - you may have noticed that the blog has reverted back to 'eager feet' - after a brief identity crisis, I realised that eager feet is actually a far more fitting title, given my life and what I like to post here. So it's back to stay, along with some photos from my travels over the past few years. The only one that didn't fit in was this one, from my trip to Victoria. The west coast of Canada makes my heart happy - this photo was taken on a particularly happy day this month :)

En route to Qualicum Beach, British Columbia

Saturday, 3 August 2013

New Look / MIA

For the last year or so I've tried to figure out exactly what I want to get out of this blog...I still have no idea if it's worth doing, but I'm still enjoying it (on those rare occasions that I actually post something), so I'll keep at it. But I felt it needed a change - hence the change in title and overall appearance.

Tilfeldigheten is a Norwegian word meaning randomness, which I think, a) is a great word, and b) better sums up this blog than the previous title. Since I still can't decide exactly what direction to take this, 'randomness' seems appropriate! Also, I'm learning Norwegian, and this is one way I can use it :)

My family is Norwegian, and I visited Norway for the first time in May and fell in love with the whole country! I'm determined to go back as soon as possible, and when I do I want to be able to communicate in Norwegian (even though everyone I met spoke better English than I did).

And just a quick update on my MIA status, which will hopefully change soon - I'm in the last month of writing my thesis. This craziness is almost over, and I can't wait!! So the MIA status is partly because I'm busy, and also partly because I've not really done much worth writing about for the last couple of months (unless you want to read about me staring at my computer screen trying to figure out the physical reasons why two datasets are statistically different from each other). I am very ready to move on!

I've got some good recipes / baking posts coming up though (because while there's not always time to write them up, there is always time to procrastinate with baking). I've just made a sourdough starter, so we'll see where that goes, and I've got amazing recipes for cinnamon rolls and foccaccia!

In the meantime, here's a photo from the aforementioned trip to Norway (at a bakery. Obviously.).

Thursday, 18 April 2013

English Countryside

Before leaving Swansea, I took a bunch of photos of all the lab equipment I used so that a) I would be able to tell if my lab partner moved my stuff in order to encroach on my space (I would do the same to him, so this is really more me being both a hypocrite AND proactively indignant. Look! Multitasking!), and b) when I was writing up my thesis and realised I forgot to write down the make/model of, for example, the gas chromatograph, I would have a photo of said chromatograph on hand to save the day. I am not normally this proactive nor this organised, so I'm rather pleased with myself for this endeavor.

Anyway! The point is, I was looking for a photo today for my thesis, and in the process I stumbled across these photos, which I'd completely forgotten about, but which make me so happy every time I see them. I'm pretty sure I haven't shared them anywhere yet, so I figured I'd put them up here. They were taken last summer. I was at an infrared spectroscopy workshop in Gerrard's Cross (try to contain your enthusiasm), and decided that after the workshop I was going to walk to Cookham, a town about 5 1/2ish hours (walking) southwest of GC. And so I did - thank goodness it didn't rain! And I had a lovely, lovely day - I followed this route, approximately, and so wandered through Egypts Wood and the Burnham Beeches, passing a lot of gorgeous English countryside and horses and ending up at the Thames in Cookham, which is a really cute town. I spent the next morning in there before heading off to meet my friend Angie, so I killed time by heading over to Clivedon, a National Trust house (love National Trust houses) about 20 minutes away.

The whole trip (even the workshop, amazingly) was a lot of fun, and made me fall a little bit more in love with the UK. Added bonus: I felt very much like a hobbit. All I was missing was a walking stick.

On to the photos!
*Warning: lots of flowers/inanimate objects and very few (no) people












Fresh blackberries along the path


  One of the reasons I love National Trust houses - weirdest / great food! All I wanted was a cheese platter and some crackers, and lo and behold! Thank you National Trust.

Ok - geeky photo here, but the soil is all chalky! So yes, this is a soil face, but still! Cool, yes?! (Just say yes)
This is the photo I had been looking for, by the way!
 



Wednesday, 2 January 2013

Happy New Year!

Happy New Year! This holiday season has flown past - almost to the point where it never quite felt like Christmas, despite my mother's best efforts to replicate Santa's workshop in our living room...

The past few months have been so busy that I haven't had much time to properly keep up with most people. So just in case you weren't one of the lucky few forced listened to me moan about how stressed I was, here's a brief (moan-free!) review of the past few months. 

I've finally finished all the lab work for my PhD! I had funding for three years, and that funding finished at the end of December, so from the end of October until just before Christmas I've been scrambling to make sure I have enough data for a decent thesis. I think I've been successful, but we'll see how decent the thesis is soon enough! Either way, I've finished everything I can do in Swansea, and I'm feeling pretty good about it all. 

Unfortunately, no more funding means I had to move out of my lovely little place in Mumbles, and say goodbye (for now!) to some amazing friends. We did manage to get in a few weekend visits before I left though, filled with brunches, Thanksgiving dinners, and some great walks along the Gower. Still, it's never easy saying goodbye, even when you've known it's coming. The nice thing about academia, and academia friends, is that you stand a very good chance of seeing them again at conferences or meetings (and the mandatory tourist time tacked on to the end of said conferences and meetings!), so goodbyes are mostly temporary.

So now I'm home, having come back to my parents place for Christmas, and I'll be here for all of January, holed up in their basement with many pots of tea, analysing my data and thesisizing like a madwoman. It's been a year since I've been back, so coming home and seeing everyone has been amazing. Christmas-busy, but amazing!

The only difficult part of coming home is answering the question 'what's next?'. Partly because I feel like there's still so much to do with the PhD (this thesis isn't going to write itself!), and partly because I've never been one to have a solid plan, I find this question ridiculously difficult. But I do have a fairly nomadic six month plan - ready for it?!

I promised myself I'd take the week between Christmas and New Year's off, but now I'm back to work, organising my next random life event - Portugal! I got some funding a few months ago to do some work in Portugal for 3 months, so I'll be living there from February 1 until April 30, doing some labwork related to my PhD and continuing to write up my thesis. I can't wait! I visited Portugal last February and while it was a bit nerve-wracking (it was my first time visiting a country where English wasn't always the first language), I found the country and the culture really interesting, so I can't wait to go back. I'm going to get some Portuguese language CDs from the library and try to learn a little bit before I go so I can at least attempt a broken conversation with the locals. Wish me luck - languages are not my strength!


After Portugal there's a family trip to Norway in May that I'm beyond excited about, and then a conference in Iceland I'm attending at the end of May. And then I'm back in Swansea to defend my thesis in June. If all goes well I should be back in Canada (for good?) sometime in July. And that's when the plan ends...

It all sounds crazy, especially for a girl who never cared too much while growing up about leaving North America, but I think traveling abroad has been the best thing I've ever done. It can be frustrating and tiring sometimes, but in the best ways. And you meet so many amazing people and see so many great things that it makes all the challenges worth it. 

Anyway, that's all for now. I expect now that I'm thesisizing I'll blog a bit more in an effort to procrastinate, and I have some great recipes from Christmas/New Years that must be shared, but for now I'll just say that I hope your Christmas was wonderful and Happy 2013!








Monday, 25 June 2012

Pleasant Weekends

I'm back! It's been ages, I know, but this weekend was so pleasant that I had to write about it :)

I know this is a completely obvious statement, and I am not unique in this way at all, but I really love weekends. Time to sleep in a bit, read, get to the farmer's market or the green grocers, do some baking, go for a walk...all great, great things! This weekend I even managed to get in some surfing (I am so bad, but it is so much fun!) AND the sun made an appearance, so I headed out to Rhossili on Sunday afternoon and spent some time at the beach. It was absolutely perfect :)

As for this weekend's cooking, I've been trying really hard lately to watch what I eat and keep track of how much I'm consuming, in my efforts to stop eating like 10 grown men and to start eating like a normal single female. I'm not going to lie, it's been difficult! But I love finding recipes that provide good food and are actually fun to make. Especially right now, when there's so much great and reasonably local produce available, it's a great time to be cooking! So this weekend I made ratatouille and Scandinavian Rye bread, both of which will be dinner for the week. In my efforts to create a balanced meal, I added lentils to the ratatouille for protein (I'm a weekday vegetarian, as I'm too lazy and cheap to cook meat every night). If you aren't as lazy as me, and do cook meat regularly, I think the ratatouille (minus the lentils) would go really well with grilled or roasted chicken, lamb or sausage - it's fairly versatile, really, since it's basically vegetable stew!




Ratatouille
2 tbsp olive oil
3 medium onions, roughly chopped
3 - 4 cloves garlic, smashed and roughly chopped
1 medium aubergine (eggplant), quartered and roughly chopped
2 medium courgettes (zucchini), quartered and roughly chopped
1 large red pepper, roughly chopped
1 large yellow pepper, roughly chopped
4 - 5 large, ripe tomatoes, roughly chopped
3 sprigs fresh thyme, leaves only
Sea salt and ground black pepper
5 - 6 mushrooms, roughly chopped (optional)
150 g lentils, soaked (if dried) or canned and drained (optional)

1. Heat the olive oil over low - medium heat in a large pot and add the onions, stirring occasionally for 5 - 7 minutes, until onions are soft and transluscent. Add the garlic and cook for an additional minute.

2. Add the rest of the vegetables all at once and give it all a good stir. Turn the heat down to low and simmer for at least 45 minutes, until all the vegetables are soft and melty.

**If you have time and the desire, you can also roast the vegetables before combining them into the pot to stew - this will allow individual flavours to come through a bit more, but it's entirely up to you!



Scandinavian Rye Bread
175 mL whole milk
175 mL water
2 tbsp soft dark brown sugar
7 g active dried yeast (1 pkg)
250 g rye flour
200 g strong white bread flour
2 tsp fine sea salt
2 tsp caraway seeds

1. Combine milk, water and sugar in a small saucepan and heat, stirring continuously, until the sugar is dissolved and the mixture is lukewarm. Remove pan from heat, add the yeast and let sit for 10 minutes, until foamy.

2. In a large bowl, combine rye flour, white flour, salt and caraway seeds. Form a well in the centre, and add the yeast mixture. Stir until all the liquid is incorporated, and then tip out onto a lightly floured surface.

3. Knead for about 10 minutes, until the dough is soft and consistent in texture, but not sticky. Lightly oil the bowl and return the bread to the bowl, turning once to coat. Lightly oil some clingfilm/plastic wrap and cover the bowl and let stand in a warm, draught-free place for 90 minutes, or until the dough has doubled in size. *If, like me, you have no warm draught-free spaces in your house, you can also preheat your oven to 150F, then turn the oven off and put the bowl in there instead. I've had much more success with dough rising since I started doing this! Just make sure the bowl is heatproof, and maybe use aluminium foil instead of clingfilm.

4. Once the dough has risen, knock it back with your knuckles a bit before tipping it out onto a lightly floured surface and kneading briefly. Shape the dough into a round and place on a greased cookie sheet (or greased parchment paper). Deeply score the dough 3 times, then cover in clingfilm and let stand for another 45 - 50 minutes (or until doubled in size).

5. Once the dough has risen again, bake in a preheated oven at 180C/350F for 35 - 40 minutes. You'll know it's finished when the bottom of the loaf sounds hollow when it's tapped. Let the dough cool for about 20 minutes before slicing.

Tuesday, 6 March 2012

February Wrap Up

February was a busy but excellent month for me, especially as it ended with a trip to Portugal! Officially I was there for research reasons, meeting some other researchers in Coimbra and Porto, touring some labs and trying to figure out if there would be any opportunities for collaborating in the future. And while I'm still not sure if I'll be able to get to work in Portugal during my PhD, I met some great people and realized that until now I have never seen a well-equipped soils lab! It was so good to meet some Soil Scientists and hear about the work they're doing, and it's made me think a bit more about what I want to do afterwards. We'll see...

Of course I managed to fit in a bit of being a tourist as well, and the last two days of my trip were in a town called Guimaraes (North Central Portugal), and they were meeting free and just for fun. All three of the cities were great, but I think my favourite was Porto.

I'm still enough of a North American to get overly excited by the novelty of going anywhere in Europe (even within the UK). The sight of a 'Porto' stamp in my passport made me inordinately excited. And another highlight - getting to use my very rusty high school French! The taxi driver and hotel receptionist in Guimaraes had no English, so we spoke in French instead, and I was actually able to carry on a whole conversation! It was such a great feeling to have a second language to fall back on - I will never again bemoan my French classes, even if it is Quebec French and not France French. It's still usable! 



So now I'm back in Swansea and trying to sort out the rest of my year...working in Portugal, writing up by December, what to do afterwards...it all seems to be building up right now and it's all still a massive question mark. I'm ok with that, and not too stressed, but I'm beyond curious to see what happens!



Saturday, 14 January 2012

Rhossili Beach


One of the absolute best things about Swansea is the beach. I cycle along the coast to campus every single day and I still never get tired of it. On sunny days, nothing beats going to the beach and taking a walk. Nothing :)


When summer comes, there will be multiple beach barbecues to look forward to, but as it's still winter, my friend and I just went for a hike at one of my favourite beaches along the Gower Peninsula - Rhossili. The tidal range here is incredible, and the beach stretches on for miles. Today was even a little sunny (!!) so it was extra fantastic - we saw wild horses, sheep (of course), and a seal (well, it was a seal carcass, but it was still evidence of seals being not far away. So I will include it in my wildlife count for the day. You have to take what you can get here, I think). Afterwards, as with all good walks, we stopped for tea.

Anyway, I mostly just wanted to share the photos of the day - it was so pleasant and sunny, I just had to share.